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Division is an illusion, there is only oneness with all.

Time doesn't exist, anything that vibrates is false, infinite love is the only truth. If you want to change your

reality you must change how you perceive your reality. Why seek the star when you are the star. Fear disconnects you from

your highest levels. What you perceive as your reality is mearly waveforms of energy condensed by your

mind into a slow vibration of matter. Atoms are 99.99% emptiness, we fill them in with our minds. Reality is precisely what

we believe it to be. There is no Niko Robinson, Niko Robinson is an experience infinite consciousness is having. We are all one, subjectively experiencing each other.

Unhappiness is always dependant on something, without the something, there would be no unhappiness, figure out the true root cause of the unhappiness, and it disappears.

Fear and unhappiness manifests itself not only inward with emotions, but outward in your life with situations etc. Just as the feelings, if you find the route or reason these things are happening in your life, they will disepate.

LOVE, is where it's at. I've known this and said it, and on occasion experianced solidifying events to support it. but nothing comes close to the feeling I am having at this very moment, LOVE is a state of being, it's a perception of your reality.

You are infinity, parameters are defined however when you have negitive thoughts or beliefs, you can do anything, be anything, see anything, at any period you want.

Not being constantly bugged with the insecure thought about something, is the ultimate testiment of confidence, if you want to manifest something in your life, let it happen, you do not need to do anything past simply believing this principal, and thats the triple truth.

Nightmares on Wax is a british downtempo trip hop jazz artist who's been putting out nice mellow shit since about 1993, check out this exerpt from a recent interview SLAP magazine had with him, very spot on.

ok, bare with me here as I just figured this out, but it just might be the final / greatest peice of knowledge in the realm of your thoughts: You know when you don't want to do something, like get up in the morning or because it's cold on your skin or brush your teeth because etc. etc. (my personal examples), you think it's so bad, you think when you do X it will feel so bad, now, check this out:

What you actually are afraid of, are the thoughts themselves, you talk up something so much in your head that boom, you believe that this is going to be an unpleasant event, or in a similar case, you actually just trick yourself that your feeling bad during the said event itself. Your thoughts are more your world than your actually world, think of everything around you as a canvas, and your thoughts are the paint, objects and things have NO influence on you what so ever, they are nothing, (literally!), it's your subjective thought that give it a personality, "thats too hot, thats just right, thats lovely, thats beautiful, thats going to feel nice, that looks pleasing to the eyes". Thats about as simply as I can put it, and I feel very happy that I have come to this realization, as it has really "put the lid" on the whole "the deal with your thoughts" case, so to speak. If this sounds vague I don't give a fuck and I'm going to stop typing now, ask me in person sometime and I'll be glad to elaborate with compassion and gratitude, and of course, LOVE!

"Until your fully grown, you've got a real good shot, don't hold that inside.."

Hi, it's been a minute hasn't it? Holy shit man have I changed, even since ^ that there above, it's still whats up and what not, but to try and articulate how I have been multiplying lately...

I have turned inward, and have been growing amensly, as a person, as a male, as a Niko.

"I'm alright if your alright! I'm alright if your alright! And I'm alright if your...alright!"

Basically I have been sorting through my mental epiphanies for a while now, when I first wrote that stuff at the top it had to have been about 3 years ago or something...And to think back, I really was a very insecure person back then...not with myself, well, no with myself, but, I was much more motivated on a slight level of fear, like a jittery mouse or something, back then I was much louder, these days (not to sound like my life is done or something, I feel it's about to finally begin) there is more of a balance, I feel more complete, hole, filled, and fulfilled, now adays as the sense of freedom and personal responsibility echo through my entire soul, I could not stress enough how important it is to realize the paradise (or prison) that you slot yourself into, you can have either one, just like that, with the snap of your fingers, I'm not even going to explain it, EVERYTHING, manifests in the mind, then thus how it is in your life, I am even going to go as (far) out there to even say that there is no difference between what you see in your mind, how you feel about yourself, and the energies you feel, with the outside world, tell me this, are you happy? If not, do something about it, I'm sure you have a perfect mental picture of what you want to do in your life, the problem is you don't believe you deserve it, or your actually more comfortable not experiencing dream scenario X. Check this out though, and I worded it this way for a reason, what I just said, even though it seems Iike I "covered" all the basis and what not, even if it seems so plausible, like yeah that must be how my mind works, that is a belief, just like any other, there is nothing significant about what I just said, it's just as powerful as saying "I am rich", the difference is your personal level of belief in what you or I is saying,

do you choose to believe what I just said? Go ahead, have it, it's yours, it's your reality, and thats what will happen to you. So even saying "you can create anything you want, if you just do the inner work on yourself", is still saying, yeah I can have X, but only after I work on myself to get the negetive thoughts (that I may/may not have just solidified or made true by simply using "inner work" as a basis to rationalize why I havn't received everything I want) out of my sub-conscious mind, that are preventing me from getting this. Right now, in this moment, my advice to humanity is don't wait on anything, don't hold yourself back, or cut off your own personal infinite energy and possibility, not even on grounds that seem so valid, just believe in whatever it is that you want.

So now, right now, I want you to hold a vision in your head, what it is that you want, and snap your fingers, and put yourself in that picture, if your like the average person, I think in about 1 second from seeing the vision (if it is something you really really would love nothing more) , you will start to feel a slight sinking in your chest, and possible hear a smaller voice in your head go "ok but how are you going to make the money to do that?" or something akin...

Silence that voice, better yet, change that small voice into the voice of goofy, from the looney toons, now, hear that again? Are you really going to listen to Goofy? That bucktoothed mother fucker, no, of course not, so why should you even take that voice or what it's saying seriously, replace it with your own, and simply think, in the context of the vision you have in your head, and you acheiving it: "It will come into my life, however way it will". And thats it, snap fingers, hold vision, "it will come into my life however it decides to."

The more you start to get comfortable casting aside the silly limiting thoughts you impose on yourself, the more you will wonder why you even listened to them in the first place, and the more you will find that yes, it was you all along, that was holding you back. And while I'm rolling on this supreme alpha bringer of life changing knowledge to you hype, STOP fucking listening to music thats bad for you, by you I mean your reality, and your frame of reference for the world.

All this text means nothing if you havn't experienced it first hand. So, I envite you to do so! I love you all, good energy, and light!

This is an interesting one...quick hypothesis that just hit me:

There isn't a set way to think. Like, how people think about things...wait, let me start with this actually, I think that "thinking", is....okay, let me start with something else actually. I was watching bonus round just now, and in jon choi's part he fakie flips off this huge ramp bump thing, and at the height of it he's well over head high, looks so fun. That wasn't my thought however, I looked at it and basically the train of words in my head was "how rad, that looks so high, I wish I could do that, I'd be too scared of falling though, of getting hurt, from something that high I would totally get hurt, why is it that I'm so afraid of being in the air for that long? I bet if I tried that, this is what would happen" I then proceeded to think of a mental scene of me kicking my board out many times, not commiting to it.

Well, what that brought me to was this, oh, now I can start with the original beginning, I think that thinking -one persons subjective interpritation of or commentary on anything in their reality- is just a string of emotional patterns, grooves, that have been molded into their brain, or is it that is indeed what their brain is, when it comes to thinking that is, playdoe, that was molded in a certain way, based on emotional tramas. Like, I think the survival instinct or whatever, forces you to cling to thought patters, or emotional things (I can't think of the word to describe what I mean by "emotional things", I could best describe what I mean as like, emotional zones, places you go in your brain, A to B, to come up with C), forces you to cling to the thought patterns that have "been working" for you all these years, this is sorta like comfort zones, except a little more core with less personal ego involved, less conscious thought. So yeah, the fuck was I saying,..... oh yeah, ok, so if one were to go through emotional trama or something, and by trama I don't mean real bad or intense stuff, I just mean, stuff, it sort of molds their brain into thinking about the world through that lens. Shit, what I had formed in my head kinda disepated before I could type it all down, maybe it will come to me.........in the mean time, because I'm not really even looking at the screen as I type this, just starting off into a painting my dad did while listening to animal collective, just sort of letting my inner voice extend through my fingers, in the mean time I'm going to type out the lyrics to the song I'm listening to so maybe the og thought will come back to me... But theres no need to wrry, this is just a vacation, it's not permimant leaving, theres no need to get worried, every kid gets excited, when his parents are leaving, and theres, wow I don't type that fast... ok, there it is!

Soooooooooooo ahhhhhhhhhhh.......ok fuck, dsfdlfsakhasd;hwo457585787ewr878wre7w8r7wrwe8rew8rwe hold on a second, more mindless typing, I almost had it, raisins gum hat lamp light sea ocean dad mom me you everyone happy forever tender forever damn I always thought poetry was lame but it's kinda fun, and would be rad if it got me lots of girls too.

AH, ok, I actually had to watch that fakie flip again to get my mind back on track, don't ever let anyone say skateboarding isn't the best thing in the world.

there is no set thought process. Because everyones is completely subjective and different, no one, no one ever, interprets something the same, never, and it's that emotional pattern, the way in which your brain goes from A to B to think about something, that makes you YOU. Which is one reason why I get so pissed off at people who fake it, fake life, fake themselves and lie to everyone, because it's like, it's nothing, I think when that happens (and it's so obvious don't even act like your cool) the magic is gone, life is gone in a sense, the beautiful unique energy of you is extinguished, well, now I'm getting into another entirely different school of thought that I'm sure you havn't heard enough in life : ), totally not cliche, you know, the whole "do you" thing.

But umm, yeah, do you get what I'm getting at? haha, it's late. Basically you can consciously choose to think about something ANY FUCKING WAY YOU WANT, and depending on if it's a goal/reward type thing, if you think about it in a positive way, one that makes you emotionally and or physically enticed to the thing, it's going to happen to you, in that light you put it in. So that fakie flip, instantly, I thought "how fun, that would be so fun, feel so good", and bam (sidenote: thanks bam margera for completely ruining the feeling I get from the term bam) not only does the mental image of me catching my board in the air and sailing lightly and quickly to the ground follow suit almost automatically, but I physically pine to go out and do it! like I feel my legs "wanting" to go do it, very fascinating. Now, what I said can be applied to, anything and everything, if you get what I'm saying, thought being a freeforming canvas of infinite possibilities, like, literally. And, basically this canvas, er, what you paint on it, is your life, your painting that girl you want, her hair blowing into your face. Do you think of that girl and subtle emotions come up that say things like "I'm not worthy?", or do you think of that girl and you get the feeling, "Yes, she will be mine", it's a simple choice, your not locked into your "thought process", it's not "who you are", well, it is, it is all that you are, but your not dictated by it, or the events of the dead past that shaped the paths in your brain to think like that. So feel free, make your reality what you want. And some tips, from me personally that I'm thinking of as I type this, sometimes you can be sitting in a certain groove in your head, perhaps a negetive one, about getting hurt while skateboarding, well, what you don't want to do is think "no, bad thought, bad, this sucks, how can I overcome this bad thought?" You need to force and mead the groove into a positive one yourself sometimes, to sort of get the momentum going, try this next time "how can I turn this around, this is awesome, this is great, this will feel great, she will love every single thing I do, I will have so much fun going that fast, spinning 360's is going to be such a great feeling, it'll be like being a kid spinning on that one spinny toy playground thing" And just keep going dude, before you know it, you'll forget why you were even motivated to think about the thing your thinking about, you'll just be completely in your mental world having fun enjoying that scenario playing out. Heh, I think life is a lot more simple than we give it credit for sometimes. In fact, as this entire page would suggest, life, and doing good at it, has to be the easiest and most simple thing there can be, just don't make it difficult, thats it, thats all, why would you want to go through life struggling, like, do you enjoy that? Do you like not succeeding, haha, bullshit, start living the life you want, right now, you were given the divine gift of consciousness, and this beautiful mother earth, take advantage of both. : ) asian person smiley face ^ _^